Saturday, July 24, 2010

Bus ride - rare moment of contentment

Almost in writing mood. Not useful for being soon on the clock. And not having paper. On bus, having a closing shift to look forward to. Summer flying by but feeling decent. Have made some conclusions that can't really lead to anything concrete in reality but seem important. Still no good ideas on career stuff, but circling. Eventually will spiral in to an answer. See? Feeling good, not stressing. Retail summer good for me. Out of rut, more active, less conflicted. All leads to happier if less introspective me. I suspect those things are connected. But sometimes you have to stop recycling the same thoughts for a while, leave room for something new to show up. I appreciate the break. Also feel healthier with more energy which has to help. Increased work interaction also making me more socially inclined. Just a good time. Maybe that's why I need to write it down, for something to look back at and remember when down times return. Usually my journaling so depressing. Good to remember I can be content.