Whatever

Mind is restless lately. Not sure if it's for external or internal reasons. Feel fine, just like I want to be doing something interesting and I'm not sure what it is. I prefer this feeling to the alternative down, low energy, can't seem to even want to try anything feeling I occasionally get, but would like to find a direction in which to aim it.

Probably means I should be trying to write something, create something, and that too often goes nowhere beyond the thought of it. But never say never, right?

I think most of my thoughts are probably too personal to put down here where anyone can see them. Why I think that, when no one much is paying attention, is mildly amusing. I do think about trying to write a blog sometime that has focus, direction, and possibly might interest others to read, but have yet to come up with something I will actually commit to because it combines interest with ideas with resolve. Apparently that combination is difficult for me. Along with things like follow-through, willpower...

Now I am getting depressed. Stupid Dark Observer and its stupid, negative commentary. Begone, Foul Beastie!

Okay, now just going into weird stream of consciousness that is unappealing when uncrafted. Blah blah blahcakes blah.

My most sincere apologies...